:: Tuesday, February 11, 2003 ::

hello?????????????????????????????
:: Starrie 1:02 PM [+] ::
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so what do YOU think about bad poetry? healthy outlet or public nuisance?
:: Starrie 12:53 PM [+] ::
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The star of Isis…

I was born incomplete
Even more incomplete than most
The sad part is that I only have an inkling as to why I am
In this state
Whispers of legends
Passed down through the ages
This yearning in my soul
Such confusion
And who is to clarify?
Signs and symbols
Put forth by various souls
Half conscious of what they are doing
If asked they pledge ignorance
I am asleep
I am awake
Who are all of these people in my life?
Who am i?
How am I to know the answer to either question
It is all irrelevant
This consciousness serves it’s purpose as an experiment
Mused upon in higher states of awareness
Mused upon by me myself alone
I am truly alone in this awareness
I wish this were not so
If only for a moment
A brief respite
True understanding and resonance would come to me in the form of another face.

:: Starrie 12:53 PM [+] ::
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my blog is back in business!!!!!!

(I know all of you have just been completely on the edge of your seats......)
:: Starrie 12:47 PM [+] ::
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count down to "diversity"!!!!!!! i've decided my set is going to be an hour of acid and an hour of electro bass (i cannot resist playing super bass heavy tracks on a good system!)

by the way - check www.gravegroove.com for the address for club Medusa
:: Starrie 7:49 AM [+] ::
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i'm going to be spinning at a club called "medusa" in charlotte, nc this saturday night (1.18.03) along with the archangel and the omen. It's going to be really phat. I am spinning hard acid, jonathan (the archangel) is spinning old school ragga jungle - as well as debuting his new dubplate, poley (the omen) will be spinning psy-trance. It's going to be a very diverse night of music and i hear that the sound system is going to be amazing. If you are in the area come on out!
:: Starrie 6:30 AM [+] ::
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I am working on a re-design of www.gravegroove.com. I think the new interface is pretty nice - and they seem to like it. I built this in only 5 hours....... I'm going to keep working on it. I've got all kinds of pictures, music, and links to mixes to put in. This is FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously. ;)
:: Starrie 6:51 AM [+] ::
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Thanks to my new violet colour therapy bath I have had a renaissance in creative inspiration. The concept is this......each color of the spectrum corresponds with a chakra in the body. I have been using the violet bath. Violet corresponds with the crown chakra, which connects us with the universe. When our crown chakra is open..... we are able to receive spiritual and creative information from creation (the universe) itself. I have been having a spiritual/creative block for a long time now... and I think this colour therapy bath was exactly what I needed. I feel the flow again ---- and it feels good!

:: Starrie 6:48 AM [+] ::
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hey - i finished the flyer! if you are in the mid-atlantic area or the southeast of the USA come on out for 10 hours of deep psytrance! It's going to be great.

THROB - February 14, 2003, Charlotte, NC

:: Starrie 7:01 AM [+] ::
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"one day the walls of the cities will crumble away
uncovering our naked souls

we'll all start singing.....shouting.......screaming......."

--unknown sample (if anyone knows where from PLEASE email me)
:: Starrie 2:02 PM [+] ::
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uh oh. I'm on my "ghetto fabulous" trip again. Whenever I start listening to lots of electro or techno bass, and hip-hop..... I get this feeling inside. This feeling that makes me want to move back to the ghetto, and live a ghetto fabulous lifestyle. I don't mean the kind you see on tv. I've lived in the ghetto before, in South Philly. The hood. 4th and Tasker. I mean, a ghetto fabulous lifestyle, where you live in a pretty decent apartment in a not so great neighborhood for really cheap. You don't need a fancy car (or even a car at all) because you've got your skateboard, chrome-plated bike, or public transit. This affords you to buy lots of "stuff" to support your ghetto-fabulous lifestyle. See what I mean? I like urban environments. I like all different kinds of ethnic people living around me. I like my neighbors to sit on their stoop and listen to boom boxes, arguing, cursing, laughing, being loud. I like it when kids are playing in the parks and on the sidewalks, even when they are screaming and yelling and the high pitch is bouncing off of the bricks and cement. Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh............. ghetto fabulous-ness :)

:: Starrie 11:17 AM [+] ::
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ooo!!!!!!!! ooooooo!!!!!!!!! oooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (imagine horshach's annoying voice in Welcome Back Kotter)

I am designing my very first rave flyer! It's for a goa party that's going to be called "Throb" and it's in Charlotte, NC on Valentine's Day. The flyer is going to be distributed on the east coast from Atlanta, GA to Washington, D.C. I am so excited. I'll link to it from here when it gets done. :) I'm having MEGA-fun doing it.
:: Starrie 9:24 AM [+] ::
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what is the difference between "loving someone" and being "in love with someone"? Have you ever thought about that? From what I can tell - "loving someone" is when you feel love for someone. Being "in love with someone" is when you love someone, they love you, and you are both actively expressing it.

Love is so confusing. Or at least love relationships are............ and when you throw desire and loneliness into the mix it's really freaking hard to tell what the hell is going on.

Can you tell I'm in a pissy mood today?

:: Starrie 6:21 PM [+] ::
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Oh! I forgot to mention why my radio show went so horribly! There is somethign wrong with the monitor speakers at the station. When they get overloaded they turn silent. I overloaded them last night (on some really bass heavy track) and they went out and didn't come back on. The only way I could monitor what was being broadcast was through the headphones....... regardless - it was impossible to mix. It sucked. I just played tracks for the next two hours adn listened to them through the headphones. That was soooooooooo boring.

I also hate the turntables and mixer that is at the station. They are really pieces of crap. waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
:: Starrie 6:16 PM [+] ::
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uuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............. i've been sick all day. I did my radio show last night (which went horribly) and when I woke up this morning I had the worst headache and nausea. I'm starting to feel better now...... I think I know what my problem was. I've been eating really unhealthily lately (I can blame the holidays for that) and I smoked some cigarettes yesterday. yuck. I quit regular smoking around 2 years ago... but still do it occasionally. I am thinking about stopping that. All I could think of while I was throwing up was that the cigarettes are what made me sick today. They are EVIL! I need to go on a fast.
:: Starrie 6:11 PM [+] ::
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